i am going

it has been a looong nah since the last actual post not including the *anger post and email post ;P

okeh.here's the deal.ive been shortlisted to go to UTP for an interview.bt it is on the 20th dec which is tomorrow WHICH btw the day i am supposed to fly to mecca.when i received the email, i said to myself myb ths isnt my place.myb i ws not supposed to be there.bt then.somethng else came up.my flight to umrah ws rescheduled and i just found out about it on thursday.
the utp fella said to reply to them whether u accept it or not before 16th dec.so i replied.i said tht i wnted to go bt i coudlnt.bt now.when i can go.i dont know whether i should go or not.i hv a second thought.since i didnt get any news from them.i thought tht myb they hv removed my name from the list.bt guess wht.i received an email ths morning saying tht i can go.register tomorrow at 8am.
i ws like ohh maaann.why tell me now.its like i dont know whether wht's best for me now.so ive made a decision to go tomorrow and see how thngs go.bt still.i hope for the best though.wish me luck !


*next

ive been watchng one tree hills now.i slept at 330am last nite for god sake.hahaa im soo like into ths show these days.bt i hv one problem though.i can cry easily.i dont know.its just me.SO when im watching the show.i pretty much cried for like half of the show bcos it is so melancholy *heh seriously fatin , get a tissue ! ;> i know im such a dork.who would hv cried while watching a 40mins show.duhh wht can i do.

okey thts it !