being alone sucks !

today is da last day of da school holiday.well everybody knows that.from tomorrow onwards ill be less updating my blog.mayb once a week je.if ad mse.em nothing much to say here.juz dt i need to be really focused.ouh ive said dt tooo many times.didnt i ? bt dis is time.it is for real.hee well i hope it is.pray for me :))

i hv been living here in my kinda freaky home, alone for da past 2 days.urrgh i really hate it.i dunnot wt to do.im scared.nk turun bwh un cuak mcm ap.lg2 mlm.bile alarm bunyi glbh xtntu arah.haihh.i really really hate it.n oh well now im still by myself.wt a suprise ! heh. mayb some people said.eh ap mslh nye.bkn ny ad pape pon.bt guess wt.u r wrong because u really dont know da meaning of being alone n lonely.i hv been lonely for soo many times.well technically im not entirely alone.i AM surrounded by people.bt emosionally i felt lonely.heh mcm lari topik je.hoho.em i dont blame my family for being busy dis weekend.they hv their own life also kn.heee.bia je la.im kinda getting used to it now ;DD

oh well.my brother pon da smng keje.n again.i hv dis room for myself now.no one's gonna disturb me.hehe.although i miss him already.
oh crap ! lusa kena tasmi' utk bcaan surah tu.xlncar lg.gtg
later


xoxo